Thin.

OMG

Wed, 10 Mar 2010 07:47:27 -0500

just saw a picture of me on a thinspo site. LAUGHING SO HARDDDDDD

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Tue, 09 Mar 2010 13:44:54 -0500

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Tue, 09 Mar 2010 13:42:57 -0500

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an ANIMAL

Tue, 09 Mar 2010 13:42:41 -0500

that’s what i’ve been eating like, past 6 days. that’s almost a week, and that’s TOO FUCKING MUCH. it stops rights now, right here. throwing away everything edible, exercising and drinking water like there’s no tomorrow.

I’m gonna be skinny. Promise.

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Mon, 08 Mar 2010 08:49:01 -0500

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good.

Mon, 08 Mar 2010 08:48:40 -0500

things are going well. the party we threw on thursday was a great succes, and had an amazing weekend. i ate, a lot, too much, but i don’t feel to bad cause restricting during the weeks and eating in the weekends seems to work out pretty well. and like this, my boyfriend will not suspect anything about my ed.

i can see how he likes to see me get thinner. greatest thinspo ever.

today i had an apple and a thin slice of turkey. aerobic class later today. BACK ON TRACK!

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Mon, 08 Mar 2010 08:45:08 -0500

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Mon, 08 Mar 2010 08:43:53 -0500

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Mon, 08 Mar 2010 08:42:28 -0500

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i hate myself

Thu, 04 Mar 2010 12:41:40 -0500

been binging all day, and yesterday wasn’t much better. Everything goes horribly wrong. My parents, who kicked me out of the house this summer, keep on boycotting me even now. I’ve got so much to do and everything is wrong.
And I eat.
I eat like a fucking fat pig. Don’t even dare to think how much calories I had today. It’s just groce.

And it’s my party tonight. I’m gonna look so fat in my tight dress.

Fuck everything. Really. It’s bad now.

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Wed, 03 Mar 2010 05:25:43 -0500

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Tue, 02 Mar 2010 18:28:21 -0500

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Tue, 02 Mar 2010 16:43:43 -0500

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I ate

Tue, 02 Mar 2010 16:40:39 -0500

my boyfriend was home when I got there and I used it as a sad excuse. Had some mashed potatos and veal. Not too dramatic I guess, since I had nothing but an apple for the rest of the day.

BUT

he left a bag of Haribo Tropifrutti on my desk.

I Loooooooooooooooooooove Haribo Tropifrutti.
help :’(

I’m gonna throw them away, I can’t stand this!

about 4 hours to go

Tue, 02 Mar 2010 13:06:57 -0500

before I can go to sleep. didn’t eat all day, except for an apple. loads of water and green tea, and I really feel like i’m gonna make it through the rest of the day without eating. #YAY

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Tue, 02 Mar 2010 13:04:48 -0500

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ok

Tue, 02 Mar 2010 07:50:27 -0500

starting to get really hungry now. I made myself used to breakfast to speed up my metabolism so now I’m hungry by noon. Had another cup of green tea and going into town right now to distract myself

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Tue, 02 Mar 2010 05:04:51 -0500

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Tomorrow= fast

Mon, 01 Mar 2010 19:57:07 -0500

Actually looking forward… would be nice not to feel puffy, fat and out of place for a change. I’ll try to keep up untill Thursday evening, when I have to go out and have THE most fatty mexican dinner… yuk….
Some exercising and then off to bed. Night night!